Monday, 8 December 2014

Like Always

Baru dapat contact balik kawan lama setelah what - 6, 7 years? 
Itu pun terserempak dekat Facebook "suggestions".

Borak-borak dalam whatsapp, cerita perkara terbaru dalam hidup.

Dalam bercerita, dia reply,

"Haha. Like always,"

You have no idea.

Friday, 5 December 2014

humour me

Humour me.
With all the ignorant feeling and idiocracy.

Humour me.
With all the words you can to degenerate other people who cannot defend themselves.

Humour me.
With all the cowardice shown in a bravely put article.

Humour me.
With all the endless fights whom no one can win.

Humour me.
With all your might.

I might be humoured.

Thursday, 4 December 2014

Sofia The First - Disney Junior













I totally love this series - especially the movie Sofia Once Upon A Princess and Sofia The First - The Floating Palace. Funny thing, I don't have any children(yet).

Semuanya bermula apabila aku start download cerita kanak-kanak untuk anak member aku. I love kids way too much, I guess. One of my friend's daughter even call me Ummi (She even got jealous of our relationship - me and her daughter!). Dah download kan, tengok la jugak. Lepas tu, lekat. Damn Sofia.

*Gambar dari Google eh*

Almost Three-Series

My husband just had his birthday a few days back.
He said he was feeling sentimental.
I asked whether he was sad, just to make sure how 'sentimental' he was feeling.
He said, "I'm not sad, I just feel sentimental,"

Actually, I really don't know how to 'translate' that sentimental feeling he was talking about.
I don't really do sentimental. I go from happy to sad. No 'sentimental' in between. Haha.
Dumb me, huh?

And then it hits me.

If he is 29 and he is feeling sentimental, probably feeling a bit low about some pasts. How would I feel when I am 29? Well , it is still years before I come to that age, but still - how would I feel?
I shudder at the thought. And I actually feel sad.

He has a lot of friends. Friends from secondary school, university, his group - but I?

My friend once said to me:

"Stop shutting people down. You shut everyone down,"

Well, I did shut him down too afterwards - that was after he called me a rat. No, actually he said I was way below the rat because I did something impulsive. And that would be a different story.

I am a sucker at being a total friend. Especially when we don't share the same space. I pretty much dislike phones and I really don't know how to start a conversation with a friend that you met after long years of absence.

It was so terrifying - the thought.

Let's just wait a few years and see, shall we?